Special.

As special as you can feel,

feel it,

but don't expect to be treated any different. 

It is the expectations that bring us undone. 

As special as you can feel, feel it. 

As special as you can be, be it. 

As special as you can do, do it.

As special as you are, feel it. 

You are God receiving Gods grace. 

Our thoughts are the only thing between us and receiving Gods grace.

Our doubts, our ill feelings and our fears , keep us from receiving the grace. 

Nothing is to be deserved, nothing is to be earned, just follow the words of your Guru, follow the example of your Guru. Merge your heart into your Gurus heart. 

Don't feel you deserve his love or that he should show his love to you, just merge your heart into his heart. It is only then that you will feel His love and become His love and live in His love.